February 2012
1 post
January 2012
2 posts
6 months
Well as of today I have been with my boyfriend for six months! It has been the most amazing months of my life. He is so good to me and treats me so well. He listens to me and takes my ideas to heart and lets me choose what to do. he will stay with me when I just don’t want to be around people. Though I do all the same for him. He is such a great person and the best boyfriend I could have...
December 2011
2 posts
Dear Santa,
It may seem childish to still believe in you but don’t we all just need to believe in something magical and relates to our childhood a little bit. I haven’t wrote you a letter in years but today I thought I would because this year for Christmas everything seems different and I could use a little magical feeling around Christmas. It seems the holiday has approached so fast and I just...
November 2011
6 posts
First Thanksgiving
This is my first Thanksgiving living by myself. It’s kind of weird not going to lie. I have to make the two pumpkin pies like I do every year but this time it’s in my own kitchen and I have to transport them to my mothers. It’s such a strange feeling. This whole experience of living on my own though has been strange. Going to my mom and dads just for a couple hours to visit then...
I worry about the day that you find out something about me that will make you not love me anymore.
October 2011
5 posts
Peanut
I found out today you were gone. You are in a happier place now chasing squirrels and bunnies. I loved every minute with you and you had a long amazing life. Im so happy I got to cuddle with you and spend time with you all these years. You were my best friend and my angel. I miss you so much. Rest in piece little girl. I love you. <3
Love
I never thought I could feel this way about anyone else in my life till I found him. He makes my smile constantly even in my weakest down moments. I never thought I would love him as much as I do in such a short amount of time. I feel like Ive known him for years when I’ve only known him for 4 months. The first time I saw him I thought it would be my last but something must have got to both...
Finally!
Things are completely falling into place! I move into my new place on Friday!! I start training for my new job next week and I get to leave Econo finally!!! =D It feels so great to have things coming together that will save me money and what not. =D I am so excited to have a place to call my own. Ya I’ve lived on my own and I’ve been out of my house but this time it will be a place to...
Today is the day I get to find out if I get to quit at Econo and have a new and exciting job!!! =)
September 2011
6 posts
Realizations
Well I’ve come to the realization that I will have to go to northern for one more semester so that I can make the right choice on which school to go to. It kind of sucks but it also means more times with my boyfriend, more time with my pup, and more time with my friends here and downstate. I am also in the process of finding an apartment in marquette since winter is coming and well I really...
He’s the one that picks me up when all I want to do is fall. He makes me laugh when I’m down and holds me when it hurts. He calms me down and listens to my problems its amazing how much he knows in such a short amount of time. <3
“I know I’m not perfect, but to him all my imperfections are what makes me...”
August 2011
7 posts
I want to be stress free.
I want to believe myself when I say everything is going to be alright but it’s so hard to think that way… I mean what am I supposed to do… I’m so stressed out about so many things. Last night is the first night I got some good sleep since I haven’t slept well in a couple weeks. I just want some carefree living just for a little bit so that my body can heal and detox...
Today was the first day of class…I realized this semsester is going to be even harder then I thought it was originally….ugh. school ontop of work is going to be rough. =/
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I guess the saying “time sure flies when you are having fun” is really true. I’ve had an absolute blast this summer and its so hard to believe its almost over in two weeks. Where did the time go? I feel like it just started and now its over. But I guess that’s what happens when you are so busy. You lose track of your days and can’t seem to remember where the time...
July 2011
3 posts
Eventful life.
Well this past week has been full of random things.
Sunday: Went to he beach after work then to bww for some yummy food. Watched the thunderstorm down at the beach and then went and saw Harry Potter with the group. Then went back to Pat’s and just relaxed and watched Children of the Corn.
Monday: woke up and then came home and did laundry.
Tuesday: work then to the beach with the group.
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I'm living that crazy life
Things have been really crazy lately for some reason. My days off and spare time are always a blast between beaching it and hanging out with pat and the rest of my friends it’s constantly something fun. My work life is nuts… I hate when Bitches get up in my face. but other than that things are chill except for one of my friends going through a rough patch. Sometimes it feels like he is...
Life has been crazy. Im back in the yoop now cuz the whole milwaukee thing didn’t work out like I planned. But im back in bakery land and so far so good though I don’t know if I am really liking being back yet. Its so hard to figure out.
I went to polar bay on the third and got to see some of my dads family. Its always so great to see the elderly in my family like my great aunts and...
June 2011
2 posts
Where will you be in 15 years
Honestly I have no idea. I feel like I should have some idea where I might be but I can’t even think that far ahead. My world has been turned upside down a few times and I find it hard to even think of myself that far in advance but shouldn’t I be able to answer that question? Shouldn’t I have some sort of plan. My plan right now doesn’t stretch anywhere past a letter I am...
Big City living
I thought living in the big city would help me see my life in the future but all I see are small backyards, crazy driving, and living so close to people you can’t breathe. It sucks but I mean this will be my life some day. Maybe I will decide to live on the outskirts of town down some old dirt road and commute to work. It would be more sensible since I truly am a small town country girl....
April 2011
3 posts
Small Town Living.
I was walking with my little puppy the other day and it was amazingly nice outside. Perfect day to go for a walk. As I was walking out my door I see these kids riding their bikes and then they come up to me and ask me about my pup and if I lived in the house I just came out of. It was slightly ridiculous but it was kids being kids. As I was walking further down the road and into town I realized...
Unanswered Prayers
So I realized I think about others so much and pray for them like I was raised. But sometimes I feel I spend too much time on others and not enough on myself. I never put me first because then I feel selfish. I think I finally found what I want to do with my career choice and it starts by going to University of Central Florida. If all goes right and they accept me I will be going there in the...
thunderstorms
I love the weather lately. Sixty degrees has felt awesome now if onlyyit would be summer vacation aneighty five out that would’ve even better.
March 2011
3 posts
Gorgeous!
I love when it’s bright and sunshiny outside! It makes your day ten times better. For instance this morning I was having a pretty bad day and was just crabby. Then as I started driving to class some really good music came on and then I got an easy job in my cooking class and then I walked outside to see it all nice and sun shiny and warm!!! It’s truly a Beautiful Day!!!! <3
oh the questions.
Things are just honestly crazy. I’m ready for summer but not sure what my plans will be. I could move to Green Bay and take an awesome job there working at Lambeau or I could stay here for the summer and relax and just work, or I could just move somewhere random and get out for a while. Right about now it’s looking like either Green Bay or Here.
Today a man came up to me and asked me...
February 2011
5 posts
Extra, Extra;; Read all about it.
I’m getting scared. As every day goes by I get one day closer to March 15th. I know the navy thing is completely taken care of and I have nothing to worry about when that day comes since I have been discharged but I guess I won’t feel completely okay till that day passes. The weight off my shoulders will not be removed until then because I still get scared that they are just going to...
☐Single ☐Taken ☑ Wishing I was drunk
Hello Mr. Sunshine!
I love sunny days. It makes it feel like it’s beautiful again outside. Sadly there’s still tons of snow but the sun is slowly melting it. I got some bad news today but it had a good ending to the news so it’s all good. Just a little upsetting. Have to think positive. I’m so excited for this weekend between seeing Luke Bryan in concert and making a trip to the club. I also...
Military men...
I really don’t understand it…I just kind of have this thing for military men. It’s a little ridiculous but I’m okay with it. I guess I just like a man in uniform that can treat a girl right. But then again doesn’t every girl want a guy who isn’t going to hurt her or treat her wrong. I know that is what I want.
The weekend was one of the best I have had in a...
Love
So coming up soon is Valentines Day. I never liked Valentines day until last year when Mike made it awesome for me even though he was far away. This year Valentines day is going to suck again because it will just bring back last year and remind me that he isn’t a part of my life anymore. I hate realizing that he isn’t there anymore and that he may never be a part of my life again. How...
January 2011
7 posts
Home.
Have you ever just wanted to go home. Like just stay at home and not leave for a little while just to feel like everything will be okay again. Well that is how I feel. I live at home with my parents because I can’t afford a place but I’m never at home I’ve had to stay with friends because of work and things just being so crazy. But I feel that this week I’m just going to go...
Well..
So the week has started out really crappy. No joke. Monday I called about my discharge from the Navy and got some of the worst answers and so now I have to call higher up people and it’s all just a mess. ugh. Then I got sick and so I’ve been dealing with feeling like poop all day and it’s probably the longest day ever. Between going to school from 8-340 then having to work 5-11...
Good things!!
Things are going so good. I’ve got a really sweet guy friend and things are going so good with it. =) I hate being up here but yet I love it. It’s a bittersweet thing. But Mike will keeping me on my toes.
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so.
I’m 20 as of today…what’s next?
last time
Today is the last day for me as a teenager. Honestly I don’t see why some people make a big deal out of it. You still feel the same. But I guess it will make me one year closer to turning 21!!! =) Tonight me and some friends are going out to get some dinner and then who knows. We shall see what happens. Just looking forward to spending some time with everyone!
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